little did we know on this day...

Eric October 25th, 2003
This month is always so hard. The 28 days between the babies' birth and Eric's death. So many what-if's and I wish's. The memory of the boys' heart surgeries on that same day, Vivian's to come a week later. Memories of Levi, with all the bad bad bad news about his brain bleed. Babies on the vent. Babies off the vent. Being a walking zombie trying to care for three very sick babies in the NICU and two very worried pre-teens at home. Planning for three homecomings.


Three...

Little did we know on this day 5 years ago.